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Saturday, January 30, 2010
矛盾。
我就是这么矛盾的一个人
明明是很希望听见这句话 但是当他/她真的说出口时,却后悔了 看来还是不知自己要什么吧 很想相信那是发自于内心的 可如果又是一场骗局呢? 不知道要相信谁 更不清楚能不能信任自己的judgement. 其实真的没有理由再想这么多了 都快结束了 不是吗? 虽然我也有些话很不想说出口, 但是, 真的真的,懦弱的我 是会想念 的。 “当所有如果 都没有如果 只有失去的拥有 最永久”
Thursday, January 28, 2010
childish acts.
i didnt know you'd be stalking my blog like this.
If u hadnt said it yourself, i wouldnt have repeated it back into your face: please dont think tt just because you bashed me on your blog means you are some righteous creature. for goodness sake, i wasnt even bashing you in the first place. I was, in fact, merely trying to remind you that perhaps sometimes you are the one who thinks that you are so great tt all the guys revolve around you. lol. its hilarious7 ridiculous you actually thought i like him, because i dont. ha..i dont even know how to reply you anymore, to think tt you actually thought og me in such a way. i mean, comparing the time we've known each other and the time you've spent with him.. okay, comparing time is lame. but the amount of ordeals we've been through together and the number of times u went out with him. you've barely known him... and yet you rather turn your back against me for him? i read his blog. i'm sure you did too. it's not my fault tt he seems like such a disgusting person... but you know what, i dont care anymore. it just hurts to know tt you thought i havent been listening to your rants. lol. yeah, maybe to you i've always been tt kind of friend. yea, i was fake to you. yea, i've nvr really cared what the heck you were blabbering about because they were all so wu liao n mediocre. but mainly because sometimes you really think too much. I tried telling you, tried to hint you but what do i get? lol. its so stupid. on seconds thoughts, i think you are the fake one. and yes, i believe i know better tt there are ppl in this world who wear masks and pretend to make promises when they will not happen. they could be telling you one thing but doing another. you should be the one being careful. not me. if you know what i mean. i sincerely hope this will be the last time im replying to you and your stupid blog posts. i hope you stop stalking me like tt. it freaks everyone out. really. _________________________________________________________________________________ 杨丞琳 - 匿名的好友 独送昏暗不离的风 回忆里被爱 那股激动 天色好红 温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容 一起活在这城市里 更提起你名字 心还跳动 却没重逢 只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动 也许我们当时年纪真的太小 从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空 该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动 不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友 其实我的执着依然执着 与你无关泪自行吸收 不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚 当所有如果都没有如果 只有失去的温柔 最温柔 当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱 那股激动 天色好红 温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容 也许我们当时年纪真的太小 从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空 那是什么 让彼此选择 又不仅是尊重 不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友 其实我的执着 依然执着 却决心和你不再联络 不能握的手 却比爱人更长久 当所有如果 都没有如果 只有失去的拥有 最永久 。。。。。。。。。 真没想到会变成这样 没想到那眼神是如此让人难过 好像现在解释也太迟了 是吗? 到这种地步,只能不停提醒自己如果不是这样以后也是会后悔的 我做错了吗? 有时很清楚自己的决定 但有时却不清楚自己要的到底是什么。。 不明白为什么是这样的结果 也不知道是不是我一直以来的想太多 可以告诉我你从来都是讨厌我吗? 哦。。 变态了我。。。 冷冷的空气 很窒息 我无法呼吸。。。
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
冰冰冷冷
歌名:雨爱
歌手:杨丞琳 窗外的天气 就像是 你多变的表情 下雨了 雨陪我哭泣 看不清 我也不想看清 离开你我安静的抽离 无人揭晓的剧情 我的泪流在心里 学会放晴 听雨的声音 一滴滴清晰 你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里 真希望 雨能下不停 让想念继续 让爱变透明 我爱上给我 勇气的Rainie Love 窗外的泪滴 一滴滴累积 屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆 真希望 雨能下不停 雨爱的秘密 让你去延续 我相信我就 会看到彩虹的涟漪 +++++++++++++++++++++ 好可怕的气息 好可怕的念头 它为何总缠绕着我 离不开 闻到那种气息..触碰到那种感觉 很敏感的地带 一定要这样吗? 不行 要坚强 要知道是为了自己好 为他/她好. 先苦后甜是这样吧 可我没想过那是多么苦 多么痛 HAI~ 会过去的 没结果 真希望雨能下不停...
Monday, January 25, 2010
hopefully it was right.
wow.. today's an interesting.
well, actually everyday is an interesting day. so many things happening and so many things to dsicover/uncover. haha.. anyway i was really stumped when the guy handed me a $1000 note. luckily jh was there and she stopped me from keying in the bill. so, with the two guys, i went from shop to shop trying to change the thousand dollar note into smaller ones. wth.. its totally hilarious and ridiculous at the same time. i got to slack a bit but it was kind of paiseh as well... but anyway, the guy managed to change his note in the end so.. happy ending~~ yup, then later in the evening, DAWN YEOH came to eat~~~~~~ with her mum. so sweet=) i was doing cashier for quite long so i didnt notice her until a customer was chatting with me while i keyed in his bill. at first i didnt believe its her because she looked so different(but still very very very pretty~~ & TALL) but when she came to pay her bill, i saw the name on her credit card and confirmed its her. so cool~~ hhaha ive got her signature...on the receipt HAHAHAHAH~ not a big fan.. so yup,whatever~~ maybe if suju comes here to eat...(okay thats impossible) ANYWAY~~~~ feeling distraughted again.. perhaps the biggest lesson ive learnt from my working experience is tt people are just so hard to read and understand. the good news, though, is tt u can always change ur opinions about them.. well, i guess its just a simple fact which i cant get used to: people have their good n bad points.. but its up to you to decided if u can really tolerate them or not. i think we can have our own views and xiang fa,so there are always some people whom we choose to tolerate n like despite their ridiculous/stupid habits/behaviours. zzz.. during this one month, my impressions of them keep changing. from strangers to friends... then the darker side is slowly revealed. and then u realise tt they still have some good points tt cant be ignored... and then u decided if u dont mind if they are stupid in some ways.. or u make up ur mind to not get too close too them because u just cant stand their behaviour. maybe its just a process u have to go through tediously in the adult world(LOL). its unlike in sch, where u get to choose ur clique of friends... haix, and one more thing, i never knew it hurts so much.. to do a simple thing like this but this time, it really proves to me nothing hurts more than this.but i guess i made a wise choice. shall keep tt in mind constantly in case i start to regret. yup. i'm right and you're wrong - you'll nvr be able to understand. P.S.stop 'wasting' ur time reading my blog. suddenly liked this song..got stuck in my head.. [最爱] 谁曾经说爱情会很漫长 头发也白了都会在身旁 到最后只有我守侯到天亮 谁曾经给我一百个希望 还承诺永远不让我失望 到最后才发现只有泪在脸上 爱是一种勇气 当确定了就不停止 路就算再崎岖 我也要走下去 包容你 宠坏你 守着你 都是你让我一辈子愿意 除了是心痛 我什么都可给你 爱了就不怕伤心 聆听你 附和你 纵容你 都是你我会永远不放弃 下定决心 天下再美丽 我最爱的只有你
Monday, January 18, 2010
first act.
shouldnt be wasting my time to blog but argh, cant sleep if i didnt let out zhe yi kou qi.
i mean, ya whatever, it doesnt really bothers me and its perhaps none of my business but as a close friend, i say this because i care. haix, i know you havent been talking to me since the day after the meal at the science centre. Its not your fault tt things happened like the way it is now. but i feel tt its your responsibility to analyse the situation. As in, u should really understand the entire picture before making such judgements. SOmetimes you should really open your eyes a little and see tt "things" are not the way you think they are. it just hurts me to see you upset over stuff tt doesnt really need so much attention! zzzz... how should i phrase it. nvm. emo things aside. haishhh... been so busy lately. WHY do so many ppl have to eat here?? okay larh, i agree the food is nice hehe... the desserts are nicer!!!! yup, so many things happened but a bit too tired to blog anymore. just feel tt if there is anything tt ive learnt from these incidents, it would be tt u should nvr take things for granted and see yourself too highly. sometimes you think you know yourself very well, but in the end, you could just be wearing the wrong glasses all the time. and yes, nvr take ppl for granted as well. i guess ive been meglecting a lot of friends lately. i know some of you are pissed with me.. like shen..but im really sorry... will try to make time for u guys next week or sth? =)) & need to meet up with other impt friends as well.. like tiger vidhya..who just came back from india.. lets go out with mas pres(whom i also v long nvr see alr~~) & chua as well~~ omg..so long nvr see u le.. why you nvr celebrate my bday with me =(( lols.. must go out soon okay~~ and i desperately need to buy makeup lol! &ham~~~ where are u now~~~~ zzz... & to tt certain someone=(, hope u see things clearer nxt time.. im really not angry, just lil annoyed.. lols.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
I guess you can never really have anything entirely your way.
Cest la vie. Just when you believe life is good, it's flaws starts showing up. Then again, that's what makes life so interesting. It never stops changing. Surprises are forever plentiful so never be complacent:( I thought tt working here doesn't really make me realise how harsh the 'reAl world'( tt adults speak of) really is. But I'm wrong:) lols. I mean, I was wrong abt flower:D cuz she's really the hidden kind of nice(as said by yawn twin). Lols. I thought discovering the nice flower will make my working days better( well it did), but many other things unexpectedly cropped up. Life is complicated and full of choices to be made. There isn't really a Right or wrong so now I fully understand what was taught during pdp alr. LOL! Hmmm.. I know there is no other way but to duo bi& yuan li. Haha for the good of other ppl as well. Eh, because knowing my character, the longer this drags, the worse it gets & the problem worsens. I guess it will forever be a stupid trait of mine. But oh wells, at least nobody knows wahahahaah~~ and now, to think of the excuses. Yawn!! Where is tt list u say u re making for me?:))) maybe there is really no other way out. So pardon me. For doing this.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
哎~ 是应该勇敢面对滴 但现在只能逃避了
cos its the only solution now. zzzz... shall not emo too much now because~~ i want to blog about Body Worlds~~!!! :D Been saying that i want to go since ages ago but nobody actually came up with a date so in the end, twin & i just spontaneously went there on tues when i had a break~~!! hehehe~ Didnt/couldnt take any pictures of those fascinating/eerie exhibits because its strictly forbiddened. oh well, its okay. I shall roughly describe what happened and hope that more ppl will visit there soon! It really damn cool~~!!! When we first went in, it's real'y kinda scary because the whole place was dark and there was only twin & i. Extremely quiet with the exception of the creepy bg music they were playing. And the first exhibits we saw were regarding to sexual intercourse(?) and babies-the start of LIFE. SO followed a whole series of plastinated dead baby bodies/foetus, ranging from few days old to 8 months old. There were just so many different emotions tt I felt whether is it a the puny lump of cells I see or the almost matured baby. They could have developed into a living human now. its also amazing to imagine tt we were once just that small clump of cells. seriously, even though its damn tiny, it alrdy had limbs n a heart. Science is fascinating n intriguing indeed.. and then slowly the exhibit went on the the different parts of the body in different stages of life/illness/etc. U see the veritcal slice comparison of an obesed person and a normal one... and it just rings an alarm to nvr eat too much macs LOL! there were so many organ displays: aortas, lungs, spleens, livers, heart, ears, spinal cords etc.. and the comparisions of diseased one with normal ones. ONe of the spinal cords display was of a person with extremely serious spinal cord problems. I rmb seeing it twisted in such a crude angle i thought it was twisted manually by the ppl who plastinated the bones. but twin told me its actually an illness.... BUT it was so twisted that the hip was protruding into its lung areas... oh wells. besides those organ displays, the rest are mostly humans(majority males) displays-with bones, w/o bones, w/o skin, with skin but not on the body, with muscles, with muscles, with organs, wlo organs..etc.. its kinda freaking when u think about it.. then what u are looking at is what that is inside u right now.. lols. i dno how thats freaky but its freaky to me. i think the scariest ones are still the cancerous organs/ organs with defects. its hard to describe how scary it is(its not nice to describe as well) so pls go n look at it urself. LOL. besides humans, there were also animal displays such as birds, reindeers(!!), horse(freaking huge), giraffe(giant mega freaking HUGE)...giant squids, octopus. all of the animal displays were memorable. they dont just look like meat anymore.. JK!~ well, i really found the horse one very interesting because.. firstly, the horse is freaking BIG. not the normal horses u see in the zoo but a wild one i guess. COmpared to the man(plastinated) who was riding on it, everything about it seems SO HUGE. yes everything u can see from the outside n inside...lols. everything except for the brain. i didnt notice it until i realise the man was holding two brain in his hand. One was distinctively the human brain..the other was much smaller, less grooves...the horse's brain. =O and another of my fav is the giraffe displays. it is soooo talllll that twin n i could easily stand under its body without hitting my head or sth. I truly felt what it is like to be 渺小 after having the opportunity to stand so close to such a magnificent animal~~ ohlalala~ oh but my fav fav fav one is actually the horizontal slices of the entire giraffe. IT IS SO FREAKING COOL i have no other words to describe it. thats why u must go and see it for urself dears~~!!! on the whole, my gan xiang for this trip(the Body Worlds Part) is tt i shall take good care of my wonderful body..lols.. because its really so wonderful n 厉害 in many ways.. so.. less junk food & more milk n fruits n vegetables.LOLS. hehehe and being fair is not a bad thing afterall~~ cuz suntanning increases AGING BUAHAHAHAH~~bahahaha~(lol) yep. we should all love our bodies cuz they did so much for us and they are just so cool mansss.. (crapping again~~ n again and again~~~) YEAH~ after which, twin n i went to explore the science centre.. AND we found out tt they had a new exhibit regarding sounds. ITS SO FREAKING FUN~~~ i love the virtual barber the most. it sounds so real tt both of us freaked out during the virtual hair cut hahaha~ the ladle rat rotten hut story was hilarious but soooo interesting. the whole trip just made me love science again(lols. esp because we no longer have to memorise periodic tables anymore. jk~) but the nanotechnolody exhibit was a bit sian.. all words etc.. but oh well!~ the rest were really fun.. so.. YUP~ do visit the science centre again when u have the time~ it makes u feel young wahahahahah~~~ ![]()
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Today is an interesting day
& I'm utterly freaked out by many ppl. But firstly is tt stalker la. The fake(virtual) stalker. Hmmm maybe only twin n shen n bei will understand but oh wells, I have decided tt there's nth I can do but ignore and of course laugh it off. Ok so we ALL laughed it off all the time. But I'm still kinda freaked out. I mean, what's the point?! Get a life u stupid cow! (not refering to yuxian who likes cows) Lols. Another strange thing I've experience today is more of a reminder that the water always seems calm. U nvr know what's going on underneath though. I just hope bluetrain n flower is still able to let me 依靠when I'm lost. Afterall, sometimes I really treat bluetrain as my elder bro n flower as my laO da(?) lols. I need someone whom I can rely on. That's how independent I am. But oh wells, the point is tt now tt i'm lost amongst the undercurrents, I hope tt my lifebuoy will come back soon. I hope bluetrain will listen to me when I need to talk to him or flower or both. Hope tt they or at least he will understand me sia. Zzzz need to sleep le. Tmr going to bodyworks w twin hehehe I Sa jiao-ed to flower and she gave me a day off!!:) Maybe life isn't all tt weird. And we mustn't be fearful of the future. Because, to be fearful is to be faithless. Alright sweet dreams and gd night!!:) P.S. haha actually being cashier is both scary and exciting I realized.
Monday, January 11, 2010
I should be sleeping now but I can't.
Zzz working full shift tmr from morning till night. & bluetrain isn't there. Flower isn't there too:( there's this new person tmr. She sounds scary though. Howwwww so confused. Haix. I must be feeling too much. 才发现最可怕的竟是最想不到的. I dno why it changes so fast. Maybe it's just me and my foolishness. Don't know what I'm actually expecting to get from this. Oh wells, it's not like I'm in control or sth. In fact, the only thing I thought I had some say over is no longer up to me to decide. Hmm..this must stop soon. Because there isn't a destination to this journey(lols moomoo) zzzz.. Why must it always happen like this? &why is it always so suay for me?:( Lols coded talk. Ya. I was supposedly emoing today but I guess nobody realise cuz in the end flower smses me asking why am I always so happy everyday hahaha but seriously la, I do feel v happy everyday because I feel like a blessed child. And becAuse of my mummy(who waits up for me everynighy) and cuz of yawn twin who an wei me every night/midnight. & lastly because...of sth... Wellsss... hahah~~ u'll nv understand because I don't either!:)) gd night!:)
Sunday, January 10, 2010
I guess, as each day pass, the idea of leaving just fades away..
because people just becomes nicer and nicer as u gradually get to know them. Oh wells, emo stuff aside, today was the busiest scariest day ever!!! It's total madness mannnsss~~ running around and everything.. I shall take a leave every now and then on sat haha~ It was so scary and crazy tt my mind couldn't think straight. The kitchen the drinks the tables and oh man the queue of ppl. I had the( /.\ ) face. Lols. And everyone was like why u (/.\)? I was like: cuz I'm so freaked out!!!! Never see before 大场面!! oh ya twin!! There's this new girl here today:) erm well shouldn't say much about it here but we can talk over the phone abt it tmr!:) hahah~ and ohya, today is lx's last day!! I totally forgot abt it!:( anyway we went to the western food stall near my house for supper:)) lx's treat!!!:)) yup blue train rode his bike there hahaha! Flower chipmunk and chairman all went there!!:) and lx ofcourse:) super high as usual even though there was no alcohol at all. Just lemon tea and tehbing lols. I thinks it my aura la hahahaha~ ya!! And bluetrain said my mum must have ate a lot of 开心果when she had me. Cuz I'm like one-.- lols. Oh and flower said I am the hua of our restaurant!!:))) then blue train said I'm the 2nd cuz chairman must be the first. Haha oh wells, have to agree cuz chairman so skinny and chio and STRONG. Boo she is like stick thin and carries almost twice as much as me most of the time!!:( Anyway I was so happy I was second lorh.... Until they said the new girl Is like the fifth??!! Lols no offence though~~~~~ XDDD yup~~ ohohoh!!!! And flower walked me all the way to my flat!!!!! Soo nice!!!!! She said she was afraid I kena kidnapped at the lift. Totally lol@ her. But still, I'm touched!!!:))) lols and I think we just gotten even closer. Wth lols! Ok tt links back to the start of this post. I really don't know what I want now. Maybe I do. (moomoo)
Friday, January 08, 2010
Sometimes words really fail.
I have no idea how to describe how much love(oh man this mushiness isn't like me) & grattitude I felt for everyone- ESP my dearest twin. Twin came to pick me up from work ytd before we went for our sleepover last night/this morning XD and we waited till 2am before she lighted the cake she bought for mii. Lols cuz I told her my mum said I was born ard tt time. Zzz was so gan dong-ed. Felt like the most impt person in the world muhahahah~~ anyway, then we ate a bit of cake and opened her present!!! Aghhhh twin~~~ thanks for the effort! Lols just kidding! but seriously, Really touched by how much effort/time u put into making my present. I really almost criedLif not for the funny moments when opening the present. Lols. I have so much to say after reading the freaking long letter u wrote la but I shall sAve it for ur birthday tooXD shall not get too emotional on my blog for now. Yup just wanna say I love u twin!!! But not in the Les way too!! xD and then this morning/afternoon, we went to our workplace to eat dessert!:) haha totally didn't expect them to treat us like royalties lols! Oh wells, and was really touched when blue train really agreed to make desserts for us (I was joking w him lols). Hehe damn happy cuz his desserts are super chio~~~ (unlike mine) lol yup thanks jh Jie for paying for the desserts!!! love u!!!! And thanks bluetrain for giving us extra scoops/fruits/etc!! Yes we can totally taste the gan Qing in the dessert!:))))) lol! Oh~ & flower treated us to lunch today along w chairman!:))) it was damn nice la. ESP love the soup!!:)) hehe~ but I think I have to treat her w chilli crab somedayss~~ lols. After tt we have origami session w 'sis'!!!! Haha his origami hearts are soooooo pretty!!!! XD totally had to learn it manss:) Had taken so many pictures but too tired to upload today~~ :D shall upload tmr haha~~ yup and thanks 4E for organising the celebration thingy!!:)) hehe the restaurant is not bad but their serving is way too much le! Lols the cake is damn nice btw!:)) and the necklaces are soo pretty too!!:) hahaha must thank twin once again and again~~ cuz she chosed thr necklaces for me!! Omg I said I wanted the necklace when I was sec 4? And she still rmbed. Even I forgot abt it till now. T.T twinnn I lurb u( not in a Les way)!!!!! Oh man I'm so stressed for ur bday now! xD ahhhhh I feel so pampered and special today!!! Even words cant describe this feeling & grattitude towards everyone!! Thanks for all the wishes and hard work and everything!! I'm sorry I'm so lousy at describing this but I really do feel like the luckiest/happiest/most loved person in the world:) & last but not least: a big hug to my mum for holding the party for me on 1st Jan. A big hug for my dad for wishing me happy bday all the way from china:)) i really feel loved wheeeeee~~~ super happy! And crazzzzaayyyyy~~ oh wells shall upload all my pics tmr!! Gd night!!!!
Whee~~~ I'm Almost nineteen but not yet 19!! Cuz I'm born at ard 2am. Haha
half hour more!!:) haha only thirty minutes to count down!! Haha now chatting yawn and eatting halal dried fish fillet Aka 鱼条lols!! So touched tt twin came and pick me up from work today!:) and so touched tt flower made me sweet &sour fish bento for lunch~~ ahhhh can she stop being nice:)) lols!:) (&twin is getting crazy & high. Shall ask her to stop eating the fish thing.) hehe tmr going out w 4E to celebrate yay!:) and going to my workplace to eat dessert!:) flower say bluetrain will treat me wahahahah~~~ omg it's so fun!! And twin offcially crazaayyy nowww~~~ haha should have more sleepovers!!!:) with twin bei and shen and ham and memy and Qiao and cao and sasa and mascular pres and qiaowei and Cheryl... Haha I'm crazzayy too. Lols but we nvr drink any alcohol lehh haha looking forward to tmr!!:) haha omg 8 more minutes leh!!:) yay!!!!! Happy bday to me:)))
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Now I'm really really terribly utterly miserably confused:(
god help me!!!! Even flower can't help me make up my mind anymore:'( why must u be nice to me?(I'm not trying to be funny). Why can't u continue being fierce and freaky? Why can't u continue to let me hate u. Blue train & chipmunk & doraemon & '(pregnant) brother~' are enough to waver my feelings, so I thought only flower could really make up my mind about leaving. I want to leave. Because I used to say I want to. On sat, I was still keen abt this idea. At least I thought I was still sure of what I want. But today, I'm reallY confused. There is no way I could make up my mind to leave now. Not after flower became nice to me. Not after blue train became even NiCER to me. I cannot stand it!!! Why is everyone so nice suddenly?! Wth. I sound crazy. I don't want to leave anymore. How??:( but this place holds nth much for me. Well, it has given me a lot: in terms of values I've learnt. It has made me fitter. Oh mans. Twin why don't u come back. Like seriously. Ahaha cuz today bluetrain was asking me to ask more frens to come here & then, I thought of erkhemm & lol-ed @him. Aghhhh~~~ shan't think abt it today. I wan to cry le!!!! :'(((((
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Went for RV big walk ytd morning!!:)
& had to wake up at 7am.lols. I was so tired la~ due to the party on fri. Then yawn n zhihao said I looked as though I was having a hung over. Lol! Anyway, ytd was soo fun too!! And totally crazzzaayyy~ hahahahaha though someone by the name of zhixuan is late, 12(?) of us managed to arrive at sci centre on time somehow XD!! And WoW to all the many generations of rvians tt participated!!! We even saw uncles n aunties there w their families hahaha. Woohoo~ and had a lot of leveling up talk w dad cao & yawn. Jolene they all were also leveling up by singing Edison chen's old song. It's kinda Dui lian la. Bt whatevr lols. Oh! & mh came w a cap! He looked so tan! Army must be scary sia. Gd luck to the guys mannnsss~~~ XD ah~ but the highlight of the event is actually visiting the new campus. Like what dad said: it puts the rest of our schs to shame. Totally!!!! It's so HHHUUuGGGEEE~~ X( oh why can't I be born a yr later:(((? Lols~~ aft the long visit we went ding tai fung~~ I think tt was when it came, cuZ the air con was sooooo cold DX thnks zh for the jacket though :D zzzzz.. And aft my joyous outing w 4E, I had to report to work. Poor me. With it, I went to work. Was in very bad condition so the whole while my face was 0^0 I think it was my sad face tt cause everyone to look so pissed as well & blue train even scolded someone! :0 (& he blamed it on the fact tt I didn't smile at him. Wth) haix. Really sorry abt it ahh. But really thanks for caring for me & everything(including flower). & thanks twin for coming all the way to visit me and bringing me porridge!!! Love u twin(love ur porridge more) hahaha muahx!:) I promise I won't Chou Lian tmr le!!:)))
Saturday, January 02, 2010
my brother just came in and said this: good night! today is the "funnest" day!"
normally i would just roll my eyes at him & da fa him with a "ya-ya" BUT this time i actually totally agreed! its been so long since i had so much fun~~! totally deprived mansss~~~ =O Maybe its because we havent meet up since dno when liao, i sort of forgot how much fun & laughter we had when we got tgt & how crazy we were. hahahhah~ oh mans, A's totally suck the life out of me. haix. next year it'll be the three little ones(tsk i feel so old). ALL the best~!!! yup, its been so long since the four of us were having fun tgt again. haha & i almost couldnt rmb how i enjoyed being w bei memy & qiao.. and someone is totally drunk today(even though u did not drink any alcohol!) Actually its bei & memy although qiao was the one who bravely drank a quite bit of wine. tsktsk... hahahah~! OH maybe the woman @ the bbtea stall spike Memy's drink with an alcoholic pineapple? LOL. CRAZZZYYYY~~~ hahahaha~ weellllssss, wooohoo~~~ a happy & HIGH-y start to 2010!!!!! LOVE U GUYS!!!(even though i received mostly ang-paus this year BUT im not complaining! XDDD) It's been about 8-9 years since i met bei~~!!!! i still rmb the time we were at Qiao's swimming pool!~ (oh mans, suddenly feeling even older) &its about 12-13 yrs for qiao(WOW) & 6-7 yrs for memy!~~ zzz... i shoudlt post this up. it makes me feel really old. no wonder yawn was like: aiya you and your old friends get together la... or something along those lines. zzz.. time flies. We're old... haixxx... i know one day we'll not b able to meet up as 4 anymore & tt day is coming real soon( aft memy leaves for canada, qiao go army, bei....will u abandon me too?:[ ).... BUT, for now, i just wish not to think of it ba!~ =( friends forever~~~!!! whhheeeeeeeeeeeee the four of us~! ![]() ok. im officially crazzzaaayyyyy~ P.S. BEII!!!! LET's GO EAT LUNCH SOON!!! P.P.S SHEN! sorry nvr ask u this yr but only my mum is at home to prepare for too many ppl. HOPE U not pissed w ur baobei*pukes*. i treat u to 60cents icecream soon ok~~! |